Alone

I hate the silence
'Cos then again
I find myself, alone.

I haven't learned yet
How to bear myself
With no one around
When the music's out.

I see through the empty space
Nothing but light
That makes everything clear to see
I share the space with the furnite and stuffs.
No living thing walks next to me.

The silence provides
A moment to listen.
I still have a beating heart
And lungs that breathe air.

My vicious memory
Brings back to my mind
All kind of moments
When I used to have a companion.

We laugh.
We cried.
I mostly cried.

Guess I didn't pay attention
To the lesson I was supposed to learn.
Then is a must,
I acquire the taste
To enjoy an evening with me, alone.