I had to let you go

I had to let you go

'cos I was still, obviously, in love with you

I wanted you for me only,

even though you were with another woman,

but I still held that hope to my soul.

 

I had to erased you from all my social outlets,

I couldn't stand seeing you happy with others but me.

I felt rage and severe jealousy,

I wanted to delete her from all of your pictures.

This practice wasn't good to me.

 

You even move to another country

and I was left in here in our home country

wishing for your love

the one you never gave me.

 

I don't even have a piece of clothing from you

nor a sample of your perfume.

I think not having something to smell

helps me to detox from you.

 

 Whenever I see green, I think of you.

I tend to remember our happy times with much joy.

When we used to chat through the already extinct MSN messenger

and the novelty once WhatsApp was.

 

I remember where and how we meet,

I had an instant crush for you

-which I never hid from you-

and you gained my admiration too

-thing you knew as well right away-.

 

I can't have you and,

It's clear you'll never be mine.

I wish well in all.

Take care my love.

 

By Miss Santée

x