Here I am
Trying to cover
My thoughts with noise,
'Cos I don't want to hear
What my mind's got to say about you.
Here I am
Trying to ignore
The beats of my heart
Every time I think of you.
Here I am
Trying to reach
A crowded place
'Cos I don't want to feel alone this evening.
Here I am
Trying to shut down
The lamps and candles in the room
'Cos I don't want to see that you're not with me.
Here I am
Trying not to watch
At the moon
'Cos it makes me wonder:
"What would you be doing right now?"
Here I am
Trying not to cry
'Cos my soul can't stand you'll never be mine.
Here I am
Trying not to write this poem
I already did.
