Showing posts with label broken heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label broken heart. Show all posts

Sunday, November 6, 2022

Olympian Wrath

You used me and betrayed me. How dare you?
What were you thinking?!
I admired you and respected you all the time.
All the time!
I gave you all of me;
I gave it to you with burning passion, with love and lust.
As true and wonderful as my silly heart could give.

But, you treated me badly.
I wasn't as important in your life as you were in mine.
Because of that
I wish you a very unhappy ever after.
I do hope she handles you a with very short leash,
and you feel trapped and hopelessness as a rat in rat catcher. 

Yes; and always yes.
I'm a revengeful woman.
My wrath is comparable to the ones in mount Olympus;
exactly to the one who used to kill all Zeus' extramarital children.
And just like Hera,
I won't feel remorse!
And I will not spare your life as she did to Heracles.
 
So, just like the Red Queen used to say when there were minor inconveniences: «Off with the head!!!»
YES!!! I want his head off!!
And you heard me right guards!
You better follow my command!!
Or you will lose your heads as well!
Because there's no Aspirin that can help you with this little beheading.
And there's no 'super glue' strong enough to attach back your head onto your shoulders.
 
To be honest,
the time we spent together used to be storage in my memory.
Correct! In past tense.
Because
Now I'm working on forgetting everything,
you,
your likes, your perfume,
every single detail and moment we shared together.
My endeavor has been fruitful!
Because 
All I remember is that a dead version of me that used to love you deeply.
 
Damn son of a bitch!
Damn loving heart of mine!
Why I fell for you?
When I knew perfectly you were never going to be 'mine'.
Because you had already told me, not once, not twice, but many times in the past.
So,
In conclusion:
It was my fault!
Face-palm to myself for my own actions.
Bye.

Thursday, June 16, 2022

Weather Forecast

The sunny days you gave me,
made my sight and reason go foggy.
With you, I always felt we had a clear sky,
didn't realize it was perpetually overcast.
You sometimes made my mood go rainy.
In those moments I had a partly cloudy day,
which made me see I still had a partly sunny sky.

My last days with you were hella stormy
with a lot of lightning.
You became a non-stop thunderstorm,
but I still had a foggy mind
and kept seeing a partly sunny sky.

Then,
hail bounced on my tiled roof.
Your words and actions broke all the tiles.
These tiles were my great love to you.
You, your words and actions hurt me more than an actual hailstoorm.
  
My days became cold
due to the snowstorm that was falling on me
because you walked out of our love.
Now,
I was left with an immense amount of snow over me
which took me a while to dig out.

Today, tomorrow and every day
I have perpetual sunny skies,
because I learn to love me first and
to appreciate the love of my family and friends.



By Miss Santée 

Sunday, March 13, 2022

I had to let you go

I had to let you go

'cos I was still, obviously, in love with you

I wanted you for me only,

even though you were with another woman,

but I still held that hope to my soul.

 

I had to erased you from all my social outlets,

I couldn't stand seeing you happy with others but me.

I felt rage and severe jealousy,

I wanted to delete her from all of your pictures.

This practice wasn't good to me.

 

You even move to another country

and I was left in here in our home country

wishing for your love

the one you never gave me.

 

I don't even have a piece of clothing from you

nor a sample of your perfume.

I think not having something to smell

helps me to detox from you.

 

 Whenever I see green, I think of you.

I tend to remember our happy times with much joy.

When we used to chat through the already extinct MSN messenger

and the novelty once WhatsApp was.

 

I remember where and how we meet,

I had an instant crush for you

-which I never hid from you-

and you gained my admiration too

-thing you knew as well right away-.

 

I can't have you and,

It's clear you'll never be mine.

I wish well in all.

Take care my love.


 

By Miss Santée

x

Wednesday, February 2, 2022

Broken Promises

Broken Promises

 

You promised me the Moon, the Sun and the rest of the stars.

You broke that promise and many more.

You are a damn fucking lier.

I won't forget it and I won't forgive you.

 

You once said you couldn't live without me…

but then you went overseas without hesitation.

Now you have your doctorate degree.

Good for you.

I believed in us, I trusted in you, I had faith in us.

I did have faith that our relationship was as strong as an oak.

I did trust when you said you could never hurt me.

I did believe we would conquer the world together.

 

I just want you to know that I don't hate you,

I just can't stand you.

I just really hope you find your perfect

'woman'

The one you once described me in your bed.

 

Yes, I want you to look bad in my poem,

I'm the writer, actually.

You hurt me as deep as the Challenger Abyss.

I refilled the 7 seas with my tears.

 

I reiterate and repeat,

I won't forget it and I won't forgive you.

But I wish you "and they lived happily ever after."

With the boring wife you told me about.

 

Bye. Goodbye.

Don't knock at the door 'cos I won't answer.

I don't live there anymore,

I moved to another ZIP code.

Don't even bother asking for my new address'

Cos even if you beg for 1000 years, I wouldn't give it to you.

 

 

By Miss Santée