Goodbye

I was thinking of you and how much I've been missing you.

I was thinking of you and how much I wanted to talk to you again.

I was thinking of you and how much I wanted to reach out.

I was thinking of you and how much I wanted to ask for your forgiveness. 

 

And then, 

this happened… 

 

You went away and I wasn't aware.

You went away and nobody told me. 

You went away and I couldn't even say "goodbye" to you.

You went away and we couldn't catch up.

 

Now you're gone and I can't have a word with you anymore.

Now you’re gone and I can't have a coffee with you ever again.

Now you're gone and I don't know if I would've gotten your forgiveness.

Now you're gone and I can't call myself a friend of yours.

 

Dear Fatima,

Whose name in Arabic means «Unique»

You were most definitely unique.

You were a really good friend to me.

I am very sorry for what I did to you.

 

Now,

I'm going to let you rest in peace.

 

بارك الله فيك يا فاطمة! أتمنى أن ترقد بسلام أخيرًا ، ويسامحني الله على خيانتي!

 

 

 

 

By Miss Santée

 

I had to let you go

I had to let you go

'cos I was still, obviously, in love with you

I wanted you for me only,

even though you were with another woman,

but I still held that hope to my soul.

 

I had to erased you from all my social outlets,

I couldn't stand seeing you happy with others but me.

I felt rage and severe jealousy,

I wanted to delete her from all of your pictures.

This practice wasn't good to me.

 

You even move to another country

and I was left in here in our home country

wishing for your love

the one you never gave me.

 

I don't even have a piece of clothing from you

nor a sample of your perfume.

I think not having something to smell

helps me to detox from you.

 

 Whenever I see green, I think of you.

I tend to remember our happy times with much joy.

When we used to chat through the already extinct MSN messenger

and the novelty once WhatsApp was.

 

I remember where and how we meet,

I had an instant crush for you

-which I never hid from you-

and you gained my admiration too

-thing you knew as well right away-.

 

I can't have you and,

It's clear you'll never be mine.

I wish well in all.

Take care my love.

 

By Miss Santée

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