Good Bye My Love

Came here

To the middle of nowhere

Trying to escape

From:

My thoughts,

My demons,

The ghost from past

And especially,

From you.

I still can’t take you

Out of my mind.

I feel good

When I think of you.

I try to forget you,

The more I try,

The more I need you, and

The more I want you back.

I’m angry at life.

Why it had to be this way?

Why I had to know you

If I wouldn’t keep you?

Why did we have to share

If now we must forget?

My heart and my reason

Don’t speak to each other.

My reason doesn’t want to know

About the stupid things of love.

My heart doesn’t want to know

About the real facts of life.

I wish

You were here

With me,

And only,

With me.

I wish

We would’ve had

More time

To count as an affair
between Two lovers.

I haven’t seen

A rainbow,

All I see

Is a clouded sky.

But,

I haven’t lose faith

That I’ll see

The little sunshine

I need to move on

And find a new lover.

Good bye my love.

Good bye my friend.

Good bye to you.


Dedidated to #116.

A Well Known Battle

Here I’m,

Once again;

My heart and my mind

Are fighting a battle.

My heart

Sent spies

To the long-term memory

In order to rescue

My thoughts of you

From being totally erased.

My brain

Gave the order

To eradicate every trace

You left impregnated in me.

My joy 

Wants to remain

On playing this game,

As long as my happiness

Keeps on growing.

My reason

Gives me

Endless speeches

About how wrong I’m doing

And the zero chances

I’ve got to win this match

Or any coming match.

Although I perfectly knew

I had lost the entire war

Long before it began,

I decided to participate on it anyway.

The only thing I can do

It’s write poems and songs,

While this come its ends.