Good Bye My Love

Came here

To the middle of nowhere

Trying to escape

From:

My thoughts,

My demons,

The ghost from past

And especially,

From you.

I still can’t take you

Out of my mind.

I feel good

When I think of you.

I try to forget you,

The more I try,

The more I need you, and

The more I want you back.

I’m angry at life.

Why it had to be this way?

Why I had to know you

If I wouldn’t keep you?

Why did we have to share

If now we must forget?

My heart and my reason

Don’t speak to each other.

My reason doesn’t want to know

About the stupid things of love.

My heart doesn’t want to know

About the real facts of life.

I wish

You were here

With me,

And only,

With me.

I wish

We would’ve had

More time

To count as an affair
between Two lovers.

I haven’t seen

A rainbow,

All I see

Is a clouded sky.

But,

I haven’t lose faith

That I’ll see

The little sunshine

I need to move on

And find a new lover.

Good bye my love.

Good bye my friend.

Good bye to you.


Dedidated to #116.