Me And My Lonelyness

Me and my lonelyness

Have been friends

For so long,

And just to think about

Letting her go

It’s an idea I can't stand.

She’s been with me

All this long,

That ain’t easy

To even try

To be without her

Next to me.

She’s my mate,

My sidekick.

Stays with me

In bad

As in good times.

I can always count on her.

My attachment

To her

Is that great

That even

In crowded places

I have her beside me.

She’s so cool.

She gets me.

I owe her

No explanation

About myself.

She’s my BFF,

Knows everything about me.

Sometimes

I can’t’ stand her.

I’d like

To get rid of her.

I’d like

To send her away

For a very long season.

Having her

All the time

Over my shoulder

Makes my existence

Kind of unbearable.

But,

I love her.

I need her.

I hate her.

I don’t want her.

Don’t know how to be without you!

:(

:’(