Trying To

Here I am

Trying to cover

My thoughts with noise,

'Cos I don't want to hear

What my mind's got to say about you.

Here I am

Trying to ignore

The beats of my heart

Every time I think of you.

Here I am

Trying to reach

A crowded place

'Cos I don't want to feel alone this evening.

Here I am

Trying to shut down

The lamps and candles in the room

'Cos I don't want to see that you're not with me.

Here I am

Trying not to watch

At the moon

'Cos it makes me wonder:

"What would you be doing right now?"

Here I am

Trying not to cry

'Cos my soul can't stand you'll never be mine.

Here I am

Trying not to write this poem

I already did.